Killing Her

I feel her once again
I just know she's gonna come
To mess up my brain
A little and then some
Takes control of my mouth
Takes control of my limbs
Pass judgment upon others
Blind to my own sins

What the fuck am I supposed to do?
I'm feeling sick through and through
Acting like a fool,
Just a complete tool
What is it to you
If I'm feeling mean and cruel
So what if I bitch and whine
Behold my ego shine

How I wish she'd fade away
Fade and cease to lead me astray
I must endure and bide my time
While I wait for the day for her to die

Well, ain't no fucking way I'll bow my head
Now it will pass, or so they said but
I'm quite sure that they have their 
heads right up their asses instead
She's taking over again
Oh why can't I be free
Every day I'm right, you're wrong
And this is how it's gonna be

Why can't I kill her, that stupid cunt
I know she's me but it's not what I want
Turning, inside, seaching, purging her from my mind
It's about time to leave her behind

Well I made a dumb mistake
I let my guard down
I looked back inside
And guess what I found?
She's lurking there again
Waiting for a chance to strike
Get ready for some pain
This time I'll put up a fight

Oh, how I hate her, that nagging fuck
I know I can't kill her even though I want
And when I win, those moments of joy
As she's beaten down and finally bleeding dry
How I wish she'd never get up again
Not just wishful thinking
Her will is gonna bend, oh yes
The time is close,
And it's drawing near
Now one sweet day
She'll drown in beer.